Life as usual

Lately there hasn't really been much to report. Life goes on as usual. Classes are still boring and work is pretty steady. I am snatching up my ex and taking him out of town for the weekend. It's a two-fold kinda trip. One, he has been very stressed lately with working to pay his mortgage and I think the trip would actually do him some good. Secondly, I enjoy the feeling of giving and being of service to someone. I am taking him to the swinger club I went to a couple weekends ago. I am more than sure he will have a good time. Personally, I am just looking forward to the sleep. How sad is that? LOL So last week I decided to make a list of things to do and it has worked out wonderfully well. I have paid up my bills and gotten things that I have been putting off. My next item of business is to open a new savings account. I have no idea what I am saving for but knowing my life, it will be revealed to me in time. I am bidding on this absolutely gorgeous black leather corset online. One day when I was talking to O on the phone, he said that it was a waste of money to get a corset that wasn't steel boned so I took his words to heart and found a great seller who has been nothing shy of wonderful in helping to suggest a size for me and answer my million and one annoying questions. I can't wait to get it and try it out. I want to wear it for my trip when I go and visit O and his girl next month. I spoke to a Domme friend of mine earlier this weekend and she was insistent that I talk to others who lived near O about the trip. I am a very guarded person when it comes to my privacy. Its not that I don't understand her concern but I have been doing this for years and my system has not failed me yet. I just find it hard to believe that I can trust people I don't know at all to save me from trouble from people a know a little bit. Seems kinda backwards huh? But I know she has nothing but the best intentions at heart and I appreciate them. I just want to left alone and for her to understand, I know what I am doing. I don't need another mother. I need supportive friends. This is a big jump for me and I am nervous all by myself. Comments and concerns like hers only make me even more nervous.

I have been so extraordinarily tired lately. I guess those cat naps I call bedtime are starting to catch up with me. So on that note, I think I will try for 8 hours of sleep tonight. Imagine that...