Searching...

The last few weeks has me searching for something. I am not sure what it is but I have that "I'll know it when I see it feeling". I have spent the last year in a hole, shell of myself feeling sorry for myself. But lately I feel so amazingly happy with myself and the path I am on. I feel like finally the world is opening up to me as I have always wanted it to. I need to resteer this blog back to its original purpose.

I swam for the first time this past weekend. Really swam. Into the 9 feet part of the pool with no worry and no fear. I was a swimmer! The lack of fear amazed me. It made me feel strong. I feel so strong and amazing lately. I guess because I am.