Quitter

I guess you could say I have alot on my mind lately. LOL

So the last few days I have been doing alot of research on weight loss surgeries. I think I have finally made up my mind to go ahead and do it. I do have this feeling in the back of my head that I am being a quitter. That maybe one more go at Weight Watchers or Jenny Craig will help. But I am getting to a point where I am tired of the short breath and achy knee and hurt feelings when I look at clothes. I don't feel attractive lately and its a very new and very raw feeling for me. I don't like it at all. I have to admit the commercials are getting to me. I want to drop half my body weight in a matter of months. I want all the great things that will come my way. I don't know if this will fix it but I have enough information and insurance to give it go.

I'd write more but I am mentally and physically exhausted and I have to get up in the morning early. I'll add to this later.