Paying the Cost to be the Boss
WHEW!
What a week last week was and this week proves to be more of the same. So I start my first full week in my new position at work and I am exhausted. I have gone from working 18-24 hours to working 39 hours (just shy of OT, damn!). That can really put the body though some shock. I am tired but I am happy to be tired. It keeps me moving and more importantly, I have some beautiful checks coming my way. I have been looking at some cars. I can't even begin to explain how happy I am to know that soon I will purchase my first car, on my own. How many people can say that?! Oh and a new Coach bag. I am hopelessly addicted.
Last week was a whirlwind, physically and emotionally. I decided one night to give Aaron a call and see if he would actually answer. I decided this time to block my phone number and lo and behold, he answers. However after a couple awkward hellos he hung up the phone on me. I called back twice and got no answer, of course. I cried so hard that night but much to my own surprise, the next day I felt nothing. I deleted his phone number from my phone and went to work. I have thought a couple times of writing him a letter and about torching his car. Of course I haven't done either...yet. It makes me sad to know that a man would give up a friend for a woman. I wish I could get some dick like that. The kind that makes you end friendships. LOL I am joking, seriously. I would never give up my friends, especially not for a man. Then earlier in the week I told Alfred I would agree to train with him and I haven't heard from him in a week. Am I surprised? Hell no. I don't think anything surprises me anymore. It just sucks that I have this uncanny knack for meeting every loser there is. Actually I take that back because knowing my luck, someone even worst will approach me tomorrow. I have been talking to Michael again but I doubt that it's going anywhere beyond friendship. I am so lonely lately. It feels like I had everything and lost it in an instant. Did I miss something? *sighs*
I wish school would hurry up and start so I can be even more busy. Busy busy busy! Keeps my mind occupied. I am also excited to have access to a gym again. All I want to do lately is just walk a treadmill or kick a punching bag. I am going to buy myself an MP3 player to motivate my exercize habit. Music really gets me in mood. I heard "More Human than Human" by White Zombie last night at a bar (where I was forced to drink 2 shots of SoCo and lime..lol) and thought to myself..wow what a great song to do the steps to. Yeah...random I know. Oh by the way the bar was reeeeally nice! I plan on going back, especially when college is back in session. :)
Orrite, bed time. Gotta work tomorrow..again... :(
What a week last week was and this week proves to be more of the same. So I start my first full week in my new position at work and I am exhausted. I have gone from working 18-24 hours to working 39 hours (just shy of OT, damn!). That can really put the body though some shock. I am tired but I am happy to be tired. It keeps me moving and more importantly, I have some beautiful checks coming my way. I have been looking at some cars. I can't even begin to explain how happy I am to know that soon I will purchase my first car, on my own. How many people can say that?! Oh and a new Coach bag. I am hopelessly addicted.
Last week was a whirlwind, physically and emotionally. I decided one night to give Aaron a call and see if he would actually answer. I decided this time to block my phone number and lo and behold, he answers. However after a couple awkward hellos he hung up the phone on me. I called back twice and got no answer, of course. I cried so hard that night but much to my own surprise, the next day I felt nothing. I deleted his phone number from my phone and went to work. I have thought a couple times of writing him a letter and about torching his car. Of course I haven't done either...yet. It makes me sad to know that a man would give up a friend for a woman. I wish I could get some dick like that. The kind that makes you end friendships. LOL I am joking, seriously. I would never give up my friends, especially not for a man. Then earlier in the week I told Alfred I would agree to train with him and I haven't heard from him in a week. Am I surprised? Hell no. I don't think anything surprises me anymore. It just sucks that I have this uncanny knack for meeting every loser there is. Actually I take that back because knowing my luck, someone even worst will approach me tomorrow. I have been talking to Michael again but I doubt that it's going anywhere beyond friendship. I am so lonely lately. It feels like I had everything and lost it in an instant. Did I miss something? *sighs*
I wish school would hurry up and start so I can be even more busy. Busy busy busy! Keeps my mind occupied. I am also excited to have access to a gym again. All I want to do lately is just walk a treadmill or kick a punching bag. I am going to buy myself an MP3 player to motivate my exercize habit. Music really gets me in mood. I heard "More Human than Human" by White Zombie last night at a bar (where I was forced to drink 2 shots of SoCo and lime..lol) and thought to myself..wow what a great song to do the steps to. Yeah...random I know. Oh by the way the bar was reeeeally nice! I plan on going back, especially when college is back in session. :)
Orrite, bed time. Gotta work tomorrow..again... :(
posted by J. | 11:53 PM
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