The truth is...

...I am going bald.

I have been losing hair at the top of my head for the past couple of years and it seems like no matter what I do, I can't fix it. I can't help my hair grow back. And as this realization starts to settle in I am starting to wonder if my future is going to be filled with weaves and wigs as I slowly start losing all of my hair. It seems unfair that it would happen to me. I have never had much hair to start with and now that I am FINALLY getting it together, it all wants to fall out. I thought going natural would help but I am not as confident anymore. So back to the dermatologist I go. And pray that even a little bit will come back. Just a bit.